Haven’t posted today. Not really.
Feeling like an idiot stuck in a Mensa club. Absolute feelings of intellectual inadequacy. Worse still, when I am told that all my job requires is some smart copy-pasting. So, effectively, I am inefficient even as a copy-paster!
Is it really that there are varying levels of intelligence, and all the said levels in me are seeing a rapid decline? A thud-thud kind of vacuum. A cluttered mental image of a table filled with paper.
I am the kind of person who prides herself in doing work in half the time that others take. The kind who never found anything too tough. Where challenges were only as long as I wasn’t focusing. Is this job right for me? Or am I wrong for most jobs?
Of course, my identity _does not_ revolve around my job. But if I seem to be unable to even grasp the work, am I cut out for this at all?
